Thursday, July 20, 2006
Never felt so down before.
Bless us all who have to face judgement on saturday (for those who have to see CTs) and for those who have to see Miss Lai.
Those who have done well, be contented and try even harder next time. Tell me in the face that those grades are bad and I'll just.. be even more depressed. lol.
I can't really remember what I did during the hols. It wasn't all play no study, nor was it a period of time where i spent my days studying like there's no tomorrow. Now's the time to start, gonna be MIA on the net for quite some time due to sucky results and LOTS to catch up on. But hey, it's not like I dunno my work. Didn't do well cos what i studied was very patchy. Bits and pieces here and there. Gotta clarify concepts for econs especially. Math, zz. Haven't been doing well in JC. =/
OFF- Lousy mid year results no more!! For Prelims I'm gonna get at least all Ds or Cs!
I know I can do it! Just gotta work alot harder. =)
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 8:09 PM
8:09 PM
Sunday, July 16, 2006
I'm addicted! on o2jam as well as going to the gym. Running on the threadmill is addictive. haha!
I should be revising la! But then again, I have no idea how to do those differential equations questions. help! haha..
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 1:32 PM
1:32 PM
Friday, July 14, 2006
I love playing o2jam!
Though it may seem very childish to be playing such a game at my age, it feels good knowing that u're good at something. Haha, yeah! Anyone game?
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 6:25 PM
6:25 PM
Monday, July 10, 2006
Alright guys, I'm now pretty numb from the F grade I've obtained for the mids. *ahem econs, ahem. As much as I hope that I'd pass Math, I dun wanna be so disappointed when the paper is returned to us because it's not possible!! Shit, Im bloody depressed. lol..
Darn! I didn't want to fail econs because i was surely gonna fail math and I needed a subject to be my backup. But yeah, I didn't manage to pass econs. In fact, I kinda got a realllyyy low grade. It seems as though I've lost all hopes in passing a paper, any paper. While my friends sit there in fear of getting an F though they most likely won't, slowly i await for my paper already knowing that it's going to be an F. It's better knowing that you never tried hard thus end up failing the paper than to know that you tried hard but failed.
I dun wanna compare with others but, I'm very disheartened. Besides, I shouldn't be looking back anymore and I seriously want to know how to improve and do well for prelims. I've already set my target but it seems as though my foundation is very weak. For econs essays, I lack the skills to write a proper essay. Miss Poh told me that! -_- Yes, I'm feeling very dumb right now - 1 and a half years of essay writing and this is the outcome. Math - dun need to say la, gone case. got alot to do. Chem - luckily my chem's not THAT bad yet. =/
Anyway, since majority of our class did badly, we were told to write reflections for the mids. I know that I didn't do enough this time round. Some people claim not to have studied hard but end up with such fantastic results. Now that's bugging me to a great extent. I'm not upset la, just frustrated with myself and my study methods. It's not right!
Enough of these. I just came back on a cruise on Sunday. Haha, it was very enjoyable. I won a Bingo game and got a restaurant voucher for 2. =D Alot of family bonding and it felt great! But of cos i felt guilty cos i didn't do work. Fuck. I'm turning into a nerd already la. Shit. But, that's the way to go for good results.
I'm waiting for the day I finally see A's in my result slip for all 3 subjects.
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 4:00 PM
4:00 PM
